FIVE THINGS I HATE ABOUT MY FLESH AND BLOOD..
what on earth if your own flesh and blood turn into wacko's? at that moment you feel like running somewhere far far away from them!!! at that spur moment i wish i was big, well settled and rich so that i could lead my own life..... no one understands you except yourself..... i really stick on to that! when they just tell you to forget your dreams... and make you obliged to their commands! its very annoying..... anything you decide with they break it up..... i seriously dont share anything with them and i;m pretty pleased with it. i hate it! everyday i'm getting very fed up with them! i'm just clenching my teeth and waiting for the day i start my degree where it would be so pleasant not to be having anyone... i want some loneliness... i'm not asking for any materialistic things... i just want my future to be bright..... with the ambition of my choice i would be happy... doing something that is FORCED by doesnt put a single happiness in your heart and then you start envying everyone around you! i'm seriously hating this! its like some kind of " teenage crisis" that i'm undergoing and not at all pleased with it!!! its getting me mad! i'm just being patient by waiting for form 6 to start so that i wont be there in my naggy ol' home .. as now i started to value school life more than the holidays...... favoring her "chosen ones" as if i'm some kind of unwanted soul...... i just cant take it anymore...... haihhh the characters around me.... oh god! its so bloody frustrating.. not at all encouraging and inspiring.... TO ME!
NO.1 : I DONT LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE PUT ME DOWN ... thats what they do all the time..
NO.2 : I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DISCOURAGE ME.... ( THE SAME DESCRIPTION)
NO.3 : I HATE IT WHEN YOU GIVE HORRIBLE COMMENTS ABOUT MY AMBITION!!!! ( because it was my dream and inspiration since i was 6)
NO.4 : I HATE IT WHEN YOU ARE UNFAIR TO ME! ( specifically liking 'certain ones')
NO.5 : NOT GIVING ME ATTENTION ( i dont want to be under the lime light but a bit of affection..... cant you spare that at least??? )
there you go... five things i hate about my flesh and blood..... and i'll do this when i'm mad at you!hmmphhhh!
