MY VALLEY OF LIFE..,

IS IT ME OR....

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

another post of my lamenting and complains... how sickening could this be? hahaa bear up with it...

what does it feel like when you are desperate for something really important in your future and you cant get it? sheeshhh THIS SUCKS BIG TIME! arrgghhhh all i can say is xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx oh nevermind

its just so bloody frustrating.. i mean to come to think about it you feel like giving up.... choosing your future job.. i think it has to suit to your wish.. its impossible to do something which you are forced to! because you are going to deal with it for the rest of your life.... i hate to be forced to do something which i dont like! its like someone is robbing you from your choices.. zzzzzzzzz lame just lame you know what... i am just gonna leave it to gods hands... he is the greatest and i reckon he knows the best for me.... i can understand you got to be a millionare to afford what i want to study... year and for a special case like me you need 300 000 ringgits..... but that doesnt mean who could discourage someone.....

ANOTHER DAY OF TYPING..

Thursday, January 13, 2011

heloo!!! :) well today i went to school with sam to check out some stuff about guidance and stuff from pn. tan. hmmm it sounds lame not the pn tan thingi but the starting.... its like so i dont noe hw to describe like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ok nevermind... lame lame yeah... lets make things interesting with pics... a few weeks ago we had a farewell party for eugenia. she would be going to the US to study.. SHE went if i had to be precise... good luck eugenia! hope you become a successful mathematician! and... DONT FORGET US! :D

the pretender...

group pic... ps: just look at kai tian.. tee hee

LOVE THIS! except for emmelias stupid expression

made it my profile pic too..

and finally..... EUGENIA! my best buddy and one of my fist friends when i came to school in std 4.... we may have fought alot argued got angry with each other.... but whatever it is you are still my best buddy... <3

JUST NOT SO PERFECT...

Thursday, January 6, 2011

hello!!!

another unedited picture of me.... well noticed the heading... hmm i bet you must be wondering why such a sad or perhaps unhappy heading... well, what is YOUR reaction when you find out that your dream has come true in the first minute... and then it vanishes in the second minute... urrghhh i hate to blog about depressing stuff it just makes my blog so not happy like... but THIS IS A MUST! god! i felt like bursting out into tears! but then with great people around like family, they just make you feel better wayyy better... just imagine in a split of a second how things change... i mean i wont bother if it was some nonsense but this dream of mine is precious! if i was rich obviously its a piece of cake for me.. but living in a middle class family... its pretty hard. you just get upset and start to jabber unnecessarily about god being unfair to you. but i think its a test. if the one above wills it would happen... thats what i told myself... lets just wait and get ready for it rather than lamenting and imagining it. i bet that would be better. just better..... just remember:

ALL OUR DREAMS CAN COME TRUE.IF WE HAVE THE COURAGE TO PURSUE THEM...

another saying from walt disney..

HELLO FUTURE..

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

hey peeps!! wats up..?? long time since i have posted something.. hmmm lets see i had a lot of outings fr the past few days... went to straits.... 1st avenue..( kinda like the name) pics will be on fb i am not in the mood of posting it in my blog.. hehehee... so yeahh

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! LET 2011 BE A BETTER YEAR!!

YOU BETTER BE A GOOD YEAR 2011 ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM GETTING MY RESULTS~~!!!! LOL!

days are flying... its january well obviously it is... results are out this march... :( after that... everything starts college and stuff... in another way its good.. i just cant bare seeing myself being jobless... all what i do is wake up.. eat ... watch tv.... eat.... surf the net... eat.... watch tv.... and eat.... i mean how lame rite? so yeah.. i cant take it anymore!!! i wanna do something.. so i planned to start studying by now... i feel too pampered and my brain is like dying... mu mind is not active. so to prevent this, i am starting of early. i did my undang today. i guess i was too confident and guess what i failed! sobs! i feel stupid!! i mean come to think of it, its so easy.. its like failing sivik in school...!! hmpphh!!! so i am retaking it next week on tuesday. and i WILL pass this time! besides that, to retake it, you have to pay 40 ringgits again!!! thats alot! so i better not fail this time... well thats all peeps good bye!