hello!!!
another unedited picture of me.... well noticed the heading... hmm i bet you must be wondering why such a sad or perhaps unhappy heading... well, what is YOUR reaction when you find out that your dream has come true in the first minute... and then it vanishes in the second minute... urrghhh i hate to blog about depressing stuff it just makes my blog so not happy like... but THIS IS A MUST! god! i felt like bursting out into tears! but then with great people around like family, they just make you feel better wayyy better... just imagine in a split of a second how things change... i mean i wont bother if it was some nonsense but this dream of mine is precious! if i was rich obviously its a piece of cake for me.. but living in a middle class family... its pretty hard. you just get upset and start to jabber unnecessarily about god being unfair to you. but i think its a test. if the one above wills it would happen... thats what i told myself... lets just wait and get ready for it rather than lamenting and imagining it. i bet that would be better. just better..... just remember:
ALL OUR DREAMS CAN COME TRUE.IF WE HAVE THE COURAGE TO PURSUE THEM...
another saying from walt disney..
