another post of my lamenting and complains... how sickening could this be? hahaa bear up with it...
what does it feel like when you are desperate for something really important in your future and you cant get it? sheeshhh THIS SUCKS BIG TIME! arrgghhhh all i can say is xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx oh nevermind
its just so bloody frustrating.. i mean to come to think about it you feel like giving up.... choosing your future job.. i think it has to suit to your wish.. its impossible to do something which you are forced to! because you are going to deal with it for the rest of your life.... i hate to be forced to do something which i dont like! its like someone is robbing you from your choices.. zzzzzzzzz lame just lame you know what... i am just gonna leave it to gods hands... he is the greatest and i reckon he knows the best for me.... i can understand you got to be a millionare to afford what i want to study... year and for a special case like me you need 300 000 ringgits..... but that doesnt mean who could discourage someone.....
